had a dream...

... you and me in the war at the end times.   . . . not really, but I felt like quoting it.

Anyway, I did have a dream, which was again pretty stressful and not very pleasant. After I dreamed about a friend of mine being pregnant and alone with me (aside from jerks who didn't pay attention to her at all) when she suddenly started to have her baby and me being unable to reach anyone on the phone - neither her boyfriend nor an ambulance -, today's dream was about my family.
For some reason my sister, my mom and my dad, who was still alive even though it wasn't in the past, made a trip to this place called Gleichberg near the town where I grew up. It's a mountan that has the remains of a celtic settlement and the ruin of a christian church on it and a lot of beautiful nature around it. While we were there it started raining like crazy, so my mom and I wanted to go back. My dad and my sister, however, wanted to stay, so we just left without them. When we were home, which looked completely different from any place I ever lived, we watched the news and saw lightning striking the woods at the Gleichberg and starting a fire. At the same time, the news anchor (who by the way looked like that woman who did the interview with Charlie Sheen in which he told he wasn't bi polar but bi-winning) reported that there was so much rain, that mudslides were expected. My mom started crying and I got in the car to go back to the Gleichberg and find my sister and my dad. When I got there it was the middle of the night and I couldn't really find my way. I was calling my sister and at least she called back and then came running to me - I was only halfway up the hill by then. She was very scared and told me she didn't know where my dad was. Shortly after that, however, he came down the mountan on a bike. When he wanted to stop he was to fast and it was to muddy, so he crashed into tree. I was just glad that both of them were safe, but we still had to get back home. When we were in the car, there was suddenly (but not surprisingly in the dream) a friend, Anna-Lena, who used to live next door for a while when we were kids, in the car, too. My dad, who was driving, wanted to take her home but she just asked "how many kilometers is it till Nürnberg?". My dad answered and she said "okay, let me out, I'll walk" - which is ridiculuous. It's 100 km or something. But she wouldn't change her mind so at last my dad pulled over and let her out.

The whole dream stressed me out. Besides that, I slept longer than I expected and am still in a bad mood. Lately I feel like university sucks, I want to quit it and want to do something completely different. Something less think-y. All this academic stuff is just a bunch of people wasting money for fun and for making their careers. A lot of the stuff psychologists (who do science) do is interesting at all but I don't see the point at all. Of course that's not true for all of science or even for all of psychology, but I'm just in a "meh, leave me alone"-mood these days. I would rather open a Café.